You know when you’re growing up and you get rewards for good behaviour and punishments for bad? Well that taught me that I should only buy things for myself if I deserve it. I hate this way of thinking and it has taken me a lifetime to shake it off (thank you T-Swift for that). I don’t want to feel guilty or feel like I deserve the things I am given and the things I get myself. But these shoes (I feel shoes aren’t a good enough word for them) I bought because I was very proud of myself.
Something wonderful happened and I figured that was the perfect reason to spend a little more (OK a lot more) than I normally would on a pair of shoes. But they have to be the coolest thing I now own.
Also it’s bad that I have no desire to wear them isn’t it? I just want to look.